Can i pretend airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars?

I thought i could be better later in the day. Somehow it ain't got any better.
Yes, i woke up with a not so good mood today. Tried pretending that everythings fine but i just can't seems to get the mood there.

So many tests coming up, so many assignments coming up, period not here yet; late for 2weeks already. I hate it with this kind of feeling. Just so 辛苦！
Probably because i'm tired, real tired. How i wish i can just give up everything.

I need you, I wants your hug, I miss you..

May is ending..

Currently at dear's house now. Stayed over. The best time after school starts is weekends. Thats the only 3 days ( including friday ) that we can spend time together. Although between monday to thursday we still meet up for awhile to have dinner despite the two of us living distance apart.

Life's been good but always when it's that time of the month ruins it all. Always, not on time & this means i'll get moodswing. Its irritating. Small little things could get me irritated. Trying to control, but 好辛苦！

& for my dearest, thank you for everything dear. Helping me to ask your friends where to find car servicing center with the lowest price. Despite being so tired, seeing me looking kinda down, you still decide to wait for me to end class at my school & then send me home. Waking up early, came all the way to my house & accompany my dad to go around to look for car servicing center. Despite you sleeping so late the previous night, haven't had any bite from the moment you wake up all the way until 3plus in the afternoon.
Trouble i've made, it was you who did so much. Thank you much dear. I love you. 5months & 3 days of love & still counting on.

Monday blueszxsxsxz~

Another week starts again. Hand in one presentation slides today. Lucky don't have to do presentation for that. Just have to hand in powerpoint slides. As for my personal websites, problem were solved during lesson today. My pictures on 2nd page finally came out. Now, only left with the video part. Can say 95% completed. Got to try out using school's desktop if it works out well.

Got to hand in on Thursday. Tmr got a presentation on Photography. Dreads to go for that. Don't like to do presentation for this module. Which i don't know why.

C.Math is getting more complicated. Didn't touch on Amaths during secondary. So its like start learning from basic. Next week, DCN & C.Math test. Got to start revising!! Especially on DCN. Don't really understand. *Blur* Routers, connections, UDP, TCP/IP model, blah blah blah...

Enough of school work.
Weather seems to get hotter this week. My skin getting more & more dry. Time to start doing facial again. It has been awhile. I must not be lazy.Haha. & i'm getting fatter already. Cannot stand it. But body gets tired easily these days. So lazy to go for run & such =x

Till here then.

Busy busy busy..

Its been soooooo long since i last blogged. This month only one post. Seriously i have no time to do that plus i'm lazy =x

I'm still alive! Haha. School work pilling up. Project project & more projects. Can die!
Weekends have been spending with deardear. This weekend, spent it at dear's house. Did my school work. Yes, saturday & sunday. Finished my slides & 90% done with my 2 page of personal website.

Time spent with dear was great. 4 more days to our 5th month. Even though time spent was lesser when my school starts, we still tries to take time out for each other.
This doesn't pull us apart. But instead, we treasure the time when we're together.

& i think i lost the passion for blogging. So.. This is gonna be a boring blog. Will blog when i want.

Just a short post. Decide to blog since i have nothing to do while waiting for dear to reach home.
As he just left my house not long. Haha.

Sign off,
Ashlyn.

因为太在乎，所以害怕失去。有时希望你能一直在我身边。因为讨厌和你分开的感觉。

Time crawls....

Ok, i'm bored. I don't know what to do now. Currently in school. Waiting for time to pass. Half an hour more before breaks over. Total 3 hours of break today.

I'm feeling sleepy. Slept only for 4hours. School until 5pm. 4.5hours more! I'm yawning away.
Spent quality time with dear over the weekends.

Went to find dear on friday. Planned to meet dear at Buona Vista mrt. But cause dear took the wrong bus, we met at Commenwealth instead. Slacked at dear's house & we end up sleeping until 4am. Woke dear up & he send me home.

Drove to dear's house on saturday. Then went over to orchard to walk abit. Bought a bag for his mom as his mom wants it. Head back home at about 5plus. Nap, like again. Haha. Then meet up with Edmund & Zhengwei at West coast for pool. Played until 2plus i think. Went to eat & then send dear back & then i drove back home.

Sunday, woke up in the morning & then drove to dear's house again. Haha. Then went to eat Ba ku teh. Dear bring me to goat farm. As he has been saying that he want to bring me there but not done. Haha. Finally went there yesterday. Wanted to feed the goat but it doesn't allow anymore. Bought goat milk & we head to fish farm. Lol.  Back to his house after that. Studied abit of Computing Maths. Then mouth abit itchy. Went over to Pasar Malam to get some food. Took a nap after eating. Both of us keep on sleeping recently. We're way too tired. Lol.

Woke up at 8plus. Then went to West Coast to play pool. Haha. Then feeling kinda hungry so went to Teh Tarik to eat. Suddenly feel like having fruit juice in the morning the next day, So went to Jurong Point's Ntuc to buy. Send dear back home & then drove back home.

Alright, that will be all. Shall prepare to go for class soon.
*Sorry for the wordy post. Will try to post up some pictures.