Its just the start of 2011. & i'm starting to hate it. Ain't 2011 supposed to be a good year too? Why? Just the start of it, so many things happen. 2010, was a great year. 2011 another way round? Sigh...

Now, this feeling, is so unbearable. Everytime when the night falls, this certain time, everything would comes back to me. Checking phone everytime, hoping you would sent me textes. But apparently, its not happening.
Is my request so hard? Why? Am i doing it wrong? All i want is just the assurrance from you. At least, when i'm still trying to change for you. I need all the support from you. Sigh..
I've nothing much to say. I've tried my best to say everything in me hoping you would understand at least a bit. But, it hurt so much knowing that it ain't happening.

I don't want & can't let go. But i can't go on knowing that even you don't understand.
Tears dropping every now & then. I hate myself for being so weak.
I miss you so much. What about you?
Sigh...