I'm sorry.

I don't know what got into me. I just become moodless. I hate this part of me. Getting annoyed by this. I can't control this feeling.

I'm sorry. I know when i'm like that, you're double time this way. Yes, we agreed that no matter rain or shine, we'll sort it out. But sometimes, let me be a little selfish, hao ma?

Sometimes when a girl says don't look for her, she wants to be alone, don't want to affect him. But in her heart, she wished that he will still find her & be able to find her when she went missing.
How contradicting can a girl be. Somehow, i think this is also one of a selfish thinking.

Sometimes, i wished you are that kind where you can just stay with me without doing anything.
Sometimes, i think i really need a space on my own but with the sentence above takes place.
Sometimes...

All the sometimes... i still won't want it to take place, cause i don't want to see you gets affected by me. Although it doesn't make any different.

Trust me, i never want to push you away.

Chest hurts, feels like my heart is crushing. Why am i like that? What the hell is wrong with me.
Broke down.

I'm sorry.